Tuesday, February 03, 2009

Part 1

How many times have my wishes
and my dreams and my prayers for you
hidden beneath my breath?

How many times have I looked at you,
Heart in my throat,
hands in my pockets,
a smile on my face, just wanting to say,

I hope you never lose your sense of wonder

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Friends

Friends

- Friends are a bunch of people that we are comfortable taking advantage of

- Friends are a bunch of people that have high tolerance of our crappy attitude

- Friends are a bunch of people that we can treat like shit but still ended up forgiving us

- Friends are a bunch of people that are comfortable taking advantage of us

- Friendship is a mutual understanding where we are allowed to screw each other without feeling guilty abt it.

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Hope


Dont u hate this word?. Plain and simple word that could make your life spinning out of nowhere. Some said hope is overrated. Some said its essential to our life is we want to feel like human. But who has the right to say that? Everyone should be allowed to paint their own canvas, right?

It can exists in several form. From career wise scenario up to personal. But as bitter one can be sometimes or how tight his defensive wall is covering him, it still can creep out of nowhere and stays a float in your brain. Stimulating some ideas or scenario along the way

Would it be nice if we somehow can distinguish this hope from reality. There's too much suffering and dissapointment in the world because of this. Sometimes, I think life would be damn easier if its only binary or White and black. We see something, anylzed it and felt it for that particaular time. If somehow we not its not true, we just ditch it and go along with our life.

But rather unfortunately is not that simple. Sometimes, looking at some simple minded people , I felt envious because of their stupidity. And what am i writing today?. I have no idea what. Im just ranting out ramdomnnly. Arent life random?

Monday, January 19, 2009

Here I Love You

Here I love you. 
In the dark pines the wind disentangles itself.
The moon glows like phosphorous on the vagrant waters.
Days, all one kind, go chasing each other.

The snow unfurls in dancing figures.
A silver gull slips down from the west.
Sometimes a sail. High, high stars. 
Oh the black cross of a ship.
Alone.

Sometimes I get up early and even my soul is wet.
Far away the sea sounds and resounds.
This is a port.

Here I love you.
Here I love you and the horizon hides you in vain.
I love you still among these cold things.
Sometimes my kisses go on those heavy vessels
that cross the sea towards no arrival.
I see myself forgotten like those old anchors.

The piers sadden when the afternoon moors there.
My life grows tired, hungry to no purpose.
I love what I do not have. You are so far.
My loathing wrestles with the slow twilights.
But night comes and starts to sing to me.

The moon turns its clockwork dream.
The biggest stars look at me with your eyes.
And as I love you, the pines in the wind
want to sing your name with their leaves of wire.

Pablo Neruda ( 1904-1973, written in 1959 )

Wednesday, January 07, 2009

Memento for a "friend" p/s friend is overrated

Shit things do happened eh?... 
I mean, I got this perfectly flawed friend that is damn unique to his definition. Im pretty sure Im not gonna find anybody that stupid and honest in my entire life. Sometimes I do wonder what i did wrong.... Iskkk

But my man... life goes on. Be whatever shit u wanna be in your life.

Some day ure gonna find it... at the very least u expected it.

Take my word for it

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Free flow...

Arghhhhhhhhhh....
Damn my nose!!!

Sunday, September 21, 2008